Losing Personality

I hate myself for what I was being these few days! I just simply not the TRUE me! I'm FAKE! What the hell is going on with me I seriously have no idea.

ARGH!!!!!! I hate myself! Seriously, I went out with someone which I don't really happy with.. DAMN me!

I talked to someone I'm angry with....... What an IDIOT!!

I simply carry on with the things I didn't want to.. Shit me

I just can't be true!!

I'm getting my feeling back and why is everything so wrong? I'm glad at the first place, but then I found out that I'm happier if I don't have any feeling! I really don't like what I'm being now..

Just simply HATE myself very much!