It's Hard

Many things that I wish to express here will now be kept in my heart as HE reads my blog frequently. Sometimes the sadness that I felt couldn't be written in here as I will not want to hurt him. I admit that I'm actually a not-so-good girlfriend. I always do something that most 'girlfriends' don't. Sometimes, I got very confused and see things too complicatedly. I felt it's hard to breathe sometimes when I feel that I'm living in a grey world. It's hard, it's really hard. Perhaps, I'm not strong at all. :\