Guess I really have back prob. the pain followed me for many months already. Today I do nothing but I felt very very pain. Oh God, please not let me need to go to the hospital everytime..
Well, other than back prob, my heart also very pain. I came back alone just now, carrying heavy bags-perhaps this is the main reason of having back pain. Then I also went to JJ all my myself, carrying heavy stuff again. I really felt hurt. I cried.. I'm too sensitive and dependent.
Fuck baby fuck, how can I be so useless...Why should I depend on him!!! The weather is cold, I felt even more lonely... hope may recover soon. Uh-hu.. I'm damn moody right now.
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