Tuesday, February 03, 2009

I think I'll make it

Another 6 days for me to get back to KL. Hooray, I can meet my love again haha. I'm glad that I not really had shed a tears at all during this 'vacation'. I didn't quarell with my mum too. However, there were still sad things. I kind of looking for trouble to angry him. With no reason, I felt guilty and sad. So I said I "not really" shed tears! 6days babes, guess I'll do it, hope that I'll not shed a single tears due to the crisis with family. I PROMISE TO TRY NOT TO CRY!!
I THINK I'LL MAKE IT!

I went to Malacca last Sunday with Godparents, mum, Anta and Mariane. We went for a movie "Bride War"at Dataran Pahlawan. It was about friendship. It's a good movie that I felt it's worth to watch with friends and family. I love watchin it much! Sad to say that I was just being too bad. As we passed by the place where I went with him last time, I felt sad and almost shed tears. I don't understand myself, I don't understand my feeling. Why will I still have this kind of feeling even I have Ad now? This morning, aunt brought me for breakfast and we then move on to another aunt's house in Gunung Mas. That kinda feeling-which I felt when I went to Malacca came back to me. I remembered how close were we that time, riding motorcycle together. As I was too scare of that road, I often be the passenger hugging him all the way... T.T! Oh no, I'm sorry Love!! I PROMISE I'LL FORGET ABOUT HIM!!
I THINK I'LL MAKE IT!

Today is 3rd of the month again, so it's our anniversary again, but it's not year yet, just month. Hang up with him on phone only as we cannot get to meet but I'm glad. I'm looking forward for our relationship for the next 1..5...10...20...30...40...50...60...years, till I die, and again, I THINK I THINK I'LL MAKE IT!

I'll keep our relationship good all the time. Just to inform you that I will still disturb you always! :) :P :-* hehe AND...
I THINK I'LL MAKE IT

hAPPy 2 mONnThS FOR oUR rELAtIONShiP!!

1 comment:

Adrian said...

oh...v can make it..u wan cont play me..play la..haha