No time+ sleepless night

This post will be short and brief..

I was so busy with assignments that I have no time for him, no time for books. I neglected him almost 7 days in week. I hope to stop the relationship because I'm guilty. Togetherness means a lot to me, since I can't fulfill it, I felt sorry and very tired. Scold him each time I'm bad mood. Why must I be so immature, childish? I know break is not the best solution so now we carried on but deep in my heart, there's only 1 word--PAIN. (not trying to say that I don't want you, just something that I post during my sleepless night now because I'm too tired).