Hypocrite

I felt that I'm a Hypocrite sometimes. I don't wish to be one, but in some condition, I have to. I have no choice, it's a must!!

I simply become moody whenever I realize that this word(Hypocrites) occur in my life. My daily sucking life become darker when I know that I am also a Hypocrites. I really don't like my life now. So stressful. Money, education, family and friendship have became the source of pressure that hit me and stab me down.(Ouch!)

With times, I hope everything will be normal so that I can live happily :) . I know who love me and who exploit me. I appreciate every moment with the person I love and I don't wanna curse the person who exploit me. After all, this world is full with exploitation!! :( :(