Worried

All these while my result were not very god, but now, it seemed worsen.. Let's see..

UPSR-7A's
PMR-5A's, 3B's
SPM-3A1, 2A2, 3B3, 3B4

DIPLOMA~
1ST SEM-A, B, 3B-, C
2ND SEM-A-, B+, C, 2C-, D
3RD SEM-?

Haiz.. really don't know what result will I get. Hopefully I will have improvements.. Sigh~ Sometimes don't even know what I really want. I think I should enroll in Science line, for example- Chemical Engineering so that my brain will not be rusty. Sometimes, I wish to go for Culinary which I like most and sometimes just not wanting to think of anything, continue what I'm doing now. 矛盾啊！！