I don't know :'(

I thought I'd got what I want,
But now, I think I was so wrong,
I dont knw wat I want
I dont knw I mind his age or mind he din tel me the real age in the first place.

I started to think,
is this LOVE?
or is this just paying back?
I don't know.

I don't wanna hurt him
But I don't wanna hurt myself too.
I don't want us ending up just like that,
In tears..

I don't know what I wanna do now
I don't know what should I say to him.
I don't know should I stay away or just carry on.
I don't know how to react.