假坚强。。Pretend

This world is full of pretender. I guess I'm also one of it.

I often say I love being alone, but the truth is I'm damn afraid of being alone..

If I say I hate you, I actually mean that I love you so much..

I wanna die as soon as possible, I wanna live my life with you..

Don't want you to care about me but I really hope you care me most of the time..

And yes, I'm a pretender.. Pretending to be strong..

Hate shedding tears in front others just to avoid those busy-body..

But keeping all problems alone make me hard to breathe.

Laugh doesn't mean I'm ok, Silent doesn't mean I'm not ok..

Don't wanna know doesn't mean that I don't care,

It's just because knowing too much might hurt me even harder..

Well, I'm a great pretender...