mood swing

recently having drastic mood swing..
no money is a big issue to me
wedding not going on the date we initially wanted
pms

i get very hot tempered when things not seemingly right keep coming to me
im very sensitive & upset
im not happy with my work
im not happy with everything
i feel very sien

im very hurt when im not being accepted, being blamed for older & wants to marry fast
im very hurt when is not my fault but i have to take up shits
im very upset when i have to see sour face when i try to give support & love when i try to cheer
im very sien with everything

i dont know they ask to see properly, is it i also should see properly.. i began to ask myself, are we really willing to be each other soul mate.. im vry confused..

my mood really isnt good at all, 2weeks having lots pain here & there and even in my heart.. 😭