im tough, not my tears

after dinner just now, i was riding bike heading home.. i saw there is a guy riding bike at my back.. wearing a jacket..

suddenly many things came to my mind.. everything is still clear.. and tears just kept falling non stop.. seriously it hurts..

let's see some of it:
1. you always in your green adidas jacket whenever you ride on your bike
2. i use to play with your jacket when i sit at the back
3. i will stand by the window on saturday morning, giving you fly kiss
4. i will kiss ur lips/face every morning b4 i leave for work, and not once i missed doing this
5. each time i having stomach ache i will be like a baby and you will help me put black oil
6. you like to grab my busuk
7. having you waiting at TBS each time i back from tampin despite after im angry with you
8. sometimes you help me cover blanket
9. bring me buy things i want
10. supporting me every month if i have overspent
11. stopping me from suicide
12. i will keep worrying whenever you outstation.. worst when you go oversea

is really not easy..

but too bad i just being too fed up with many things and i had gone into another relationship

it is so true.. is not about how good a guy is, is about him realizing your needs & giving you what u want.