complicated me

Dear Him,

is not i want to act this way. i just think is time for us to separate to think of what we really want. seriously the guy & the girl will not come into our story if we do not have any problem. i gave you two options to choose and you have chosen the 2nd one. but i dont see that you understand what option 2 means! im single now, if you really want me, pls come after me instead of saying sorry, pretendimg that you know me/ know what i want. seriously, 3 years and you fucking dont understand me. hell yeah at times im down u are by my side, but if i were to be with you for the rest of my life, i definitely would expect more, this more is not in term of materialism. dont treat me like how you treated her. she need materials i need love & care, and honesty.

Dear another Him,

Im not sure y on earth i have that feeling for u. i dont expect anythg as i know i might not be qualified. i really like spending time with you though you not admit u really lik me too. is ok. i understood your position. your actions make me feel damn sweet, your stare is smthg i really want & love! stop blaming yourself as a 3rd person in our relationship.,im not sure i like you till wat extend but if u are mine, you will be mine. i dont want you to feel stress because of me.. i dont expect any return i just hope u wont get hurt by me..

sincerely,
Caren