perasan

I'm so perasan.
I kept listening to hyms, then I thought of him, so i went to see his FB prof.
Then I saw the present I gave him. Then I went through his blog. I saw the last 2 latest post of him were quite similar to my life, so I thought he was talking about me. I asked him since he's online, and it was just misunderstanding, I was too perasan hehe.
Well, he didn't even know about my health, ps: dun think i told him.
and is been 3 years and i know we both had actually let go..
but it somehow made up my night :)
at least I know i have no more hope from him.. :S