under pressure..

These few days, i'm having bad time either at home or in school.. maybe i should not be so sensitive, but am i really sensitive? I'm under pressure most of the time.

Few days before i heard someone saying that is not good to have a bf now, n i noticed that she wanna break up with her bf, but she say she dunno how to tell him! i know i'm not that good in love life, but at least i've get over it.. and i think if we really dun like that person anymore, we should stop and tell him or her. It's not goood for us to waste people time and feelings.

Then, i also was hurt by few people that i love! maybe is indirectly but i was thoroughly hurt. I even shed my tears. Normally if i'm angry i'll cry, but this time i think i'm really hurt.. Am i tooo sensitive? If you're in my shoes, what will you do? I seriously felt that something is very wrong with me! i also know that people around me dont really know what i feel now..

Next thing is exam.. how come sometimes i'm addicted to study until morning and sometimes i want to sleep all the time? Am i worrying about doing good or i'm concern of my future? Which is which? Can i be more stable? i think i'm not consistant.. i dont know what i want to do! What if i do well in my trial? and what if i fail? can i accept? Having sleeples night studying, is this a good idea? If it is, why i forgot what i've read and not sure what to answer for the questions asked?

Well, i hope i'm no longer living this way, i hope some1 could help me to figure out what is my prob so i can change myself and get out of this type of life!!